6/13/17: "But you don’t look/seem depressed.” Depression Volume Distortion: I created this picture February 2016, when I was feeling rapid moods swings, beginning to heal. They almost felt like electrical jolts to my system. I was about 8-9 months free of medications, including 10 years of xanax, and finally stopped my birth control, too. I was shifting back and forth between manageable, light, hopeful feelings of life for the first time in what felt like forever, vs. darknes